Concerning the accounts, this blog will stay…while the other accounts will be deleted at the end of May. There are many…and much better Jude Mathis and Mickey Mouse blogs out there….but there is only one Vult and it wouldn’t be fair for him. I apologize and am also grateful to those who interacted with my other accounts….I only wished that I was a better partner for you all.
What happened a few days ago, I….don’t know what I could or want to share but I feel like I pretty much let my emotions take too much control of my actions. It was probably *maybe definitely* overboard of saying that I will delete my accounts, though I don’t know if I can take it back. I still have problems that I don’t know if they will ever go away (maybe the problem is me)….but if I do change one thing of what I said…is that I will keep ONE of my accounts. As for which one…I’m still unsure of my answer. It would be unfair (or just pathetic on my part) to have you, the followers, make a decision for me….in the end, I guess it’s whichever blog is the most important/wanted *?*
There is no fucking hate anons, and no one has bothered me here…..and there is nothing that could make things better, neither do I fucking deserve to! I’m a lost cause and the sooner everyone were to accept that and give up on me the better!….I’m….
There is no one like that for me, anyone could live without me….I know I can’t consider…ending it, but I don’t know what else to do but leave. By staying here, all I would do is hold it all in…pretend nothing is wrong and lie to everyone for them to just think everything’s okay until I can’t hide it anymore.
And by pointing out how I disregard such things is why it would be best if I left here…I almost made that decision to be tonight instead of June, but I guess I couldn’t bring myself to it.
I doubt anything could change things in a small amount of time…and others may think the same thing, but they really shouldn’t….they’ve done things for me that I could never do…I’m even worthless to where I could never return the favor. A form of punishment I guess, it would make sense…I deserve no happiness and no one will remember me or Vult…
It’s only human nature…that feeling will pass, and nothing will change for the worse.
They notice it now, but when I’m gone it will be like it never happened…there are plenty of other, better people here that could easily fill the small gap I will create. I’m worthless to everyone, just taking up space….in the end, no one will miss me
….I’m a lost cause, worthless
. Everyone here is better off without me when I’m gone…I’ll easily be forgotten and nothing will change.
It doesn’t matter…
By the end of June, this account and my other blogs, sorcerersapprentice and hewhoactswithconviction, will most likely be deleted…it’s not anything that should be of concern, but I won’t guarantee that I will change my mind. You can go ahead and unfollow me or whatever, it doesn’t matter to me anymore…I should have done better and my friends deserve better than me.
(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ are you a hugger?
Yes, very much so.
"I would say I am, especially when I see familiar faces."